The Visions

I can hear my heart beating, every beat of it as tirelessly it pumps the blood flow and I can feel every gush. And then realization of the solar plexus as a light ball slowly and steadily expanded, to eventually engulf the whole body. So light and all senses felt from within. Then came the visions.

First a lady, wrapped in a red towel, looking at a mirror, a dressing table, she is resisting her inner most desires, not ready to be weak for she knows she is strong.

The mountains, snow hiding the details but the fine dark patches where the snow has melted clearly shows the shape and size of the mountain. The horizon, it is sunset.

Out of space, giant alien ship, black with yellow stripes, its how its seen. Gas, dust of gas that camouflage the ship into hiding and slowly moving along with it.

A huge spider web, fills 1/3 of the cave entrance, the spider is sacred, slowly and carefully entered the cave and the spider relaxed, the cave is lit with a redish flame.

Huge tree, green with rather huge leaves, the wind is chilling, and the tree dancing willingly with the breeze, sees me and asked to smile, let lose and dance with me & how can I resist my smile.

A friend popped into the balcony, called my name and I woke up.

Deep Silence

Yesterday's lusters are all gone by
Troubling vibes in neutralized zones
Lessons learned, opportunities lost
How many mornings are in a lifetime
When you're greeted by a face incited
In the mood for unspoken adventures
Undeniable urges that explore unseen
Too matured for worthless impulses
Tired of the mundane routines of life
Let's hide away in my private getaway
Filled with strangers, do bird-watching
Perhaps water sports, surf huge waves
Lonely soulful walk by the beach front
Deep silences for renewed inspirations

Soul's Desire

The worldly desires encompasses our senses
Touch of the skin desires lust & to master it
Words of the tongue desires rage & to forgive
Eyes desires the beauties & to see pass them
Taste desires the indulgences & to balance it
Ears desires to hear harmonies & to accept it
Soul desires none of it but awareness of truth

Durable Fulfilment

All joy and fulfilment are just creations of Allah
How easily forget the creator to love the created
Soul is designed so to fulfill it's endless desires
But when it has everything it wants it's in sorrow

There ain't any real pleasures until earned by will
And can not be earned unless it becomes worthy
And can only be worthy in the state of loving Allah

For an immature soul, that's not in love with Allah
Thirst of desire climaxes at the first sip of water
And the desires slowly dies away with every sip
For it see it's own reflections in the cup of water
And blocks the stream of Nur that fills it's desires
Given away to the wisphers of it's worst enemy

But the soul that's aware, knows and loves Allah
Nur is an endless waterfall of durable fulfilments

Allah's Nur

You can only see the beauty with your eyes when lights are on
In the dark, candles only help in the seeing, as a limited guide
Sun sets and rises, for with night we can differentiate the day
But you can't look directly at the Sun for it's nur will blind you
It's the reflections all around us that makes the day so bright
Only Allah's Nur gives happiness and absence of it is sadness
And for the heart with faith, day and night are only states of life
Like the Sun and the candles, know it in your heart, Allah's Nur

Such a LOVER

There is no greater love than the love of God
Such a Lover, when facing a cold water fall
Can feel the impatience to jump right into it
But before that, can't hold the pure crys of joy
Can't help but humbly fall down on the knees
And glide the self into endless flowing water

Such a lover, would also long to die of his love
As someone bearing the symptoms of Edema
Who knows excess water will bring only pain
But indulges freely, quenches to end the thirst

Such a lover, has no fear but loves the death
Throwing at will all the cloths before the cold
Shame and fear are like covers to the shivers
Undress, embrace nakedness, gaily fly to death

My Lord, Take My Soul

The soul's tricked to take many hidden personas
That crave for thirst, to sip little drops of water
That seek for clarity, to claim self sufficience

Grow on it, with the divine guide in self-mastery
With a little bit of restrain using scent of clamity
You will concur gorgeousness and be formidable
If you don't want to grow on your own, don't worry
It's not that it's the only way or got to decide now

The Friend, who care and your existence matters
Will fill your life with restrains, clamity & burdens
As a remedy, as endless joy and never leaves you

Until you reach the epoch, humbled at a standstill
And can at last say like that of a Martyr's prayer
Lord, I trust you in what's best for me, so take me