Lost in Love

Truth is, no matter how much I fake
When I feel it & know it, it must be real
I have tried replacing it, only with hurt
To so many souls that do not deserve
So let me suffer, alone, this loneliness

Yes, I still have those feelings for you
But don't know how to express it well
Or rather if you got anything for me

Lost love, time only made feelings fresh
But I have no clue, where can we start
Or even if we can start or if there is we

Now there is the spark but how to last
The continuation do need serious work
Old feelings but a good part of history

Believe, I can't move on, until you move on
This is a silent prayer, I will suffer a lifetime
Unless there comes a day, when u start a life
A loving life without me, happy and joyful

Let this waiting in vain be my punishment
For hurting and for the sins I have made
In rejecting a gift like you from God
A match made in heaven, spoiled by will

The curse of time is the cure, when lost in love

Help me

Why is it so hard to say or rather ask, help me? Will you help me? Are we all so self sufficient that we think we can live alone? Did we came to existence on our own? The fact that you know that you are you and I am not you is all that we know, even when all senses are taken away from us, this fact holds true. Yes, I need you, you need me, we all need one another, for even if you have not yet noticed, we are one. I don't know you, you don't know me, and do we need to? It is not that some fine day we find one another, but we have been there all through the timeless world. What nonesense! My friends, when I feel it, when you feel it, what is there to deny? Who are you trying to fool? Verily, we all are connected with nothing more than the intricate bonds of love and assured by the little helps that we offer one another. So now, please do help me, smile for me, so I can smile for you. 😁

What is so wrong in giving, accepting, caring, loving & living? Yes, what is so wrong in admitting? What is so wrong in being true to yourself? Would you bet your life on a conjecture? If you have to assume please do so, but only the good thoughts, for they are only thoughts, nothing more and nothing less! Truth has no words, for it is the source that has born words. You may ask, why all this mumbling! You will never say so if you can experience the inner peace of living what I have just said. You are a divine creation capable of so much good, what can you do to be good? Can you be good? Yes, you can. Try it. You already know! Yes, that is how inner peace feels like!

Alright, you say but there is so much hate, bad & evil out there, how can you speak such words, it's so sad that you have not yet noticed, the light that shines this world is nothing but you!

For Love!

Make every inhale and exhale for love
As if every blink of the eyes are for love
Nothing charges for endurance like love
For every step you take is laboured for love
What every thought encompasses is love
Best of sights are engulfed in eternal love
For when you're hungry you eat for love
The quenchs when you're thirsty are for love
What every smell resembles is known by love
Awarenesses in your vibrations are by love
The words that sooth your soul are for love
The struggles that you enjoy are for love
For all needs and wants are a source of love
At every joy the fire in your heart is love
Every sorrow is dedicated by you for love
Your wrath lose meaning in the face of love
There is no joy but the joy of giving for love
Nothing fills you like caring others with love
Nobody exists but between you there is love
Craving touches are felt in your soul as love
For everyone is just one, only united by love
The entire universes and your existence is love
Nothing feels at it's entirety as you feel in love

Yes, it is love, for love, the infinit love of Allah